Well. I made it to two weeks and was doing so well. I was feeling happy, proud, and my relationship with G was improving. He was happy and proud of me too. I had gotten back into mediation and yoga, and started tracking habits. All of that falls by the way side when I drink. … Continue reading I binge drank yesterday
Well. I kind of almost forgot that I haven't smoked weed in 38 days!!!! That is monumental for me! Longest I have ever gone in 12 years. I am damn proud. I rarely even think about it anymore, I have been busy working on my sobriety from alcohol now. Last time I quit drinking, I … Continue reading 38 days weed free!
This weekend coming up- is the weekend that I relapsed last year- and spent all year drinking heavily. It was my best friends wedding dress shopping day, and I remember feeling fine, not even an ounce of chance I was going to drink. Boy, that's how fast it sneaks up on you. I decided that … Continue reading First Sober weekend in a YEAR
I did it! I finally got up the courage yesterday to call up a family friend who is a dedicated AA'er and told her that I need to get into a meeting and I am tired of feeling this way. She was so lovely, she immediately told me not to worry help was on the … Continue reading My First AA Meeting
I am not in any denial that I do not control my intake anymore. I am an addict, its who I am. I want to use this curse and turn it into a blessing. Wolfie the black demon is whispering a lot in my ear that I cant do this. Who is he kidding? I … Continue reading Should I go to AA?